I have been very busy lately. I am doing my masters, I have another project on going and an exam to pass. On the other side, I have to job - one of them in at a pharmacy and the other a pharmacy company. I am living in my own apartment, and running my house. I am an independent woman, that is just fighting to get through life...
Not so long time ago, my ex contacted me and told me he and his partner has splitted and are getting a divorce. It did not want me to go back to him or anything, I was just lisitning. I had a wierd feeling in me that wanted me to not to have any sort of connection with him. I do not like him as I did once, little did I know the family picture that I had builting in my mind was not existing anymore - he was just a person, that used to be close to me once upon a time - and not any more.
I wished him the best of luck with his life, because his attention was to get back with me - but that was no option or any thought that ever had thought about every since he got married. It took me a while to get use to removing him in my mind by force - but know it has happened. I am not afraid of any of my feelings getting hurt or anything, he is just my past not anything more.
I have never been a 'date' type of person, but nor do I not want to new another souls. I am open for meeting my true love now, because I just want to move on.
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