01-01-2022 00.38

Dear Lord, Readers, Humans, Souls, Universe,

So 2021 is in the past now. A lot of things had happened.

How am I feeling right now?

I cannot quite answer, I missed my ex-lover so much. I thought about him up until 23.59 31-12-2021 / 00.00 01-01-2022. I have decided that I do not stalk him over social media, I have to let him be. He chose his destiny by himself. It is okay. 

Did I wish him to be in my life?

Of course. I had been 'friends' with him 5/6 years. But I know it will not be a good decision. Because of a lot of complications, but if I could keep him I would.

..

God I do not, I feel funny, not positive or negative. I guess I have to keep living or something - I do not know.

I do not even dare to make wishes because of my last year's experience. But this will not stop me from making my wishes loud and clear.

2022 wish list for this new year:

1. I wish that my family and my surroundings be happy and healthy.

2. I wish that my family can understand and give each other space for diversity.

3. I wish to be rich so I can help my family.

4. I wish to live and find balance in myself and life.

5. I wish to be healthy and happy.

6. I wish to improve at work, school, and self-love.

7. I wish that my ex-lover be happy and healthy (also his family).

8. I wish to be successful in every aspect of my life.

9. I wish to be stable and in control of myself.

10. I wish the best for my family and everyone I know.

11. I wish that for everyone that I know that they find love and happiness.

12. I wish to be better and wiser.

At the end of the day, I love you and wish you the best no matter what SJA, with me or without me - It is all the plan of God. Whatever is meant to be it will be, mine destiny .. your destiny .. our destiny. It will be up to God.

#LetsGo #IbelieveItrustIhaveFaithInGodsPlanAndTheProcess #2022NewEverything