Hey Guys,
Today I dreamed about him. I was at a rooftop party with everyone close to me, everyone that I knew. On that rooftop were SJA mothers. Everyone was having fun, and I had a need to see him somehow, even though I was completely careless. Suddenly, a prostitute comes towards me and is telling me that he is leaving this party to make sure that I am having my time without interrupting. And then she told me that, he is going for a long walk around the 4 seas. I looked down at the window and could see him from behind with his dog, gaajo. And then I just looked at him and were just cold in my feelings.
Guys, I still struggle with completely removing him from my thoughts, my mind, and remove him completely from my future thoughts. It is getting better, I do not need to update myself every day to see him/stalk him on social media. But I still get thoughts in my mind about him every now and then.
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