Hello my lovely readers and God.
I am sitting outside of the Gym, and supporting my father to go to the Gym. I am glad that him and my mother get to start, because it is spirit uplifting and good for you health in the long run.
I have an issue, I can in times get in my zone, and think about so many questions that I want to ask him the last boy I talked with. Yeah him. He still pops up in my mind. I can literally get my eyes full of tears thinking about him, because why it all happened as it went. Everytime I am thinking of him, I am literally shaking myself away from the pain and bad memories, that I did my version of the best, and it was not enough or good for his level. It did not match his level, or it was not meant to be. I have to accept, that even though there is questions poping up in my mind I have to accept my current situation, and accept that it is was it is.
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