05-10-2019 23:52

He called me aroud 14.00 o'clock today.

Something in me were struggling to call him back in 2 hours, and then I did.

I did not expect him to take my call or text back.

It is okay, but it made me somehow sad. Because I got so many memories rushed back in front of my eyes. The God and the very bad ones.

This is and evil circle God, I need to get out. You made sure of that it will never be me and him and I get it. Make him fall for another person, instead of me and him suffering seperately.

In about some minutes, it will be 06-10-2019 exactly 3 years ago will pass, and I am not about to start a fourth year with him and me suffering because of something faith and God and Universe does not allow.

I have waited all day for you text or call back. I will wait til 00.00, if not.

I do not go back anymore, if I have to change my number so be it.

God do not want this, and I will let this be.

I hope you are doing just fine, and I hope all of succes and everything good and happiness will be blessed in your life. I love you - take care.

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