Yesterday, was day 2.
No calls from him or anything
My feelings and my state of mind do not miss or want him.
The way I used to think of him everyday and every secound is not there anymore.. it is wierd. But I can feel slow by slow, that soon it is time for me to move on.
It is and feels like a lose.. that I somehow have to make my 3 year memory be a memory, indtraf of trying to make it to a product in my future.
I hope you are well, and soon very soon you find your happiness.
1. October, was when you first Saw me, sunday late night where that time you write to me, it was 06-10-2019, for 3 years ago, and it is tomorrow.
Dear God he will always be my special baby, and I really can feel for good that it will absolutte not be and him anymorez Even though i love him, and I really do wish the best of the best for that man, and I know it is not with me and it is okay.
When something is not meant to be yours, If God do not has written it in to our destiny it will never happen.
I love you, and your are the last thing I think about when I sleep. I really do hope you find yourself and make it another day tomorrow and so on.
Big love, wish you the best. <‘3
#YoursTrulyMB
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