I feel like, whenever I care too much about people they just use me. They use me against me, they use my feelings, they know my weakest point and they use it against me. Today is the day I stop caring about anyone. I still do care, but not 100% anymore. Maybe 50%. The day I start to care about those people who truly care about me 100% then I care the same 100% back. My whole life I have been used, like a ball, just a random ball that you pick up to play with whenever you are bored. But dear God why? If I do not care, I will lose many people who mean so much to me. Why is life like that? Those times I think deeply about the normal regular life everyone is living, it is so creepy and meaningless. There is so much that do not make any kind of sense. How can people keep living their lives? I mean like, we all know that this world has an end. Then why make the best out of it? Our next generations will die. I mean why keep working; living and make the dream come true, when you know you will die some day or about 5 minutes. Why? Just .. Why? I hope you hear my thoughts who every you are, God, Big bang, a dot or an alien, just you something out there.
The world's greatest - Kelly R
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