Yea, what can I say? It supposed to be a really good start of the 2014 year. But, there are always some people who can’t, just can’t stop ruining some others day. He wants respect from me. How can I respect people when they aren’t the one respecting me? I will never, never ever respect somebody or talk with respect to somebody who doesn’t give me the same respect back. My math exam is around the corner, I can’t even concentrate. You know what? Screw you. This is my life, even when you are controlling my personal life, there will always be something inside of me that is rejecting everything about you. There will always be something in me that will hate you. There will always be something in me that can’t take you. But trust me, I am stronger than you ever could imagine. I don’t even think you can ever imagine it.
Whenever I am sad or crying, my hands get weird. They get weak and I feel like there is something irritating in my hand. I remembered I had some weird thoughts. I disgust my situation with her. I thought that I could trust her, but as my dearest aunt said to me before I was going away from her, that everything I do and says she will and have to say it to him. I remembered my suicide thoughts, the scars on my arms, the love that never was giving and those words that killed my fervent soul. The very difficult time I have been through with some help of my friends, and my biggest idol first and last Adrianna Siperco.
If I had the chance, if I knew that I have the smallest chance to die young or live in misery until I die. I had chosen to die young. I am better off than living for this life God has selected for me. At the end of everything, thank you, God. Thank you for making me stronger. Thank you for being there for me. Thank you, for making me, me.
Nicki Minaj - Stupid Hoe
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