From this day and now I found out, that not even your family has your back. Your own shadow that follows you everywhere, will not be there in your darkest times. Only those who care too much for you, and there is some people, just only a few of them. But, truly if you take a look at a bigger picture, there is only you left, against the world.
Family? The family will never betray you; family will never leave your side or will never let the tears wet your cheeks. Family is a very big world and meaningful, only those will understand who will sacrifice their own life for each other, and be a true guide for your life. Family isn’t those who just raise you. Those you can call family is when you together are getting through bad and good days, but at the end of the day there is nothing between, just love and caring. Anybody can get raised by anyone.
There are some bad days and good days. But good days there is only a few of them. I want to make my own money. I can’t. I have to take another way, why? Because, I can’t or I am not allowed to do it the right way. I should and shall command him, no matter what. If you don’t command him, you will get punished. Why punished? Because, that is the right way to raise me right. Why not tell him? Because, I know I don’t get much, but just a punch of endless speeches. Why not do something about it? Because, they can’t understand the way I am. I had a bad past, and good also. But, what a blessing I have from the creator when I don’t even love myself anymore. Sometimes, when I am thinking too deep. I don’t know why I even exist. I want to learn so much, so much like hacking or just doing something big. But, I can’t. I am powerless. I am not good for anything. I am just a walking piece of nothing among 7,000,000,000 people. All I am asking for is just live quietly and normal.
Lil Wayne ft. Bruno Mars - Mirror
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