As time goes by, my heart lets go ... Your birthday is in ten days... I counted the age you have reached, and I counted the year that we meet. It has been 7 years.
7 years of a rollercoaster, and in the end, we ended up being separated. God knows sometimes, my heart cries, I cry because we both wasted years trying to know how to love, and love each other. Even though I never understood your way of loving. Our body and this vessel are a temporary thing, but the soul connection is something endless. I would wish many things to be different, but it is what it is in the end.
Some nights, I can feel your energy being sad and missing me - God is this possible? To feel someone else present and feeling. I can feel that you are sad and hurt. But I try to send you positive energy your way and suck the sad energy so it can get away from you.
I try to love you, but it took me a long time to see the cuts were too deep for me to help you fix them. You bleed on me and blamed me for your bleeding. And a lot of other things got mixed up in whatever we had.
I just want to say, some days I hate you, some days I miss you, and some days I just cry because I am glad that we do not destroy each other anymore but we live separately.
I always wish you the best and the best of luck and endless love. SJA 3
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