So many things are about to happen again.
My family moving officially to the capital city.
My friend moving out of my place.
Me ending my internship.
Me getting a new job, with a little higher payment.
Me going on another trip.
Me starting my master's.
Me officially been single for a year
I feel happy and sad at the same time. Because my past is staying in my past, I can feel it. I do not think about him as frequently as I used to. I do not know if I am neglecting my emotions because many things are happening. I am trying to move on and make a living out of it. Sometimes I would wish, of course, I had contact with him, but you know it is not all the time as before. It feels unfamiliar to not think about him as I used to.
There have been some approaches towards me, where some guys wanted to get to know me. But I turned them down because I could feel in my soul I am not ready or want to. Because I am still going through a healing phase where I am trying to figure myself out and ´get to know myself.
Status about myself. I do not know if my current status of emotion, is a definition on that I am happy? Or if I am trying to hide my unresolved issues. But I am good... I feel fine.
I live my life with no expectations and trying not to overcomplicate my life with emotions. It is a new feeling that I am currently feeling, but it has me going.
Deuces babes.
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