30-08-2021 04.06

 Hi guys,

I know it is early in the morning. It is just I cannot sleep. I have been catching cold for a whiled. I started to go to this boxing gym, which me and my friend found. It is a very loving place, with strong positive energy to join. The energy is very huge and it is very respected. The owner of the place, and the trainers are just wonderful.

The owner of that place, I feel I have another type of connection with him, and have had it since the first day we meet. Before me joining the club, my friend told me he was married and have children - not that I every had any attention. I just wanted to box, and just have fun and have some positive energy in my life. Fast forward, me and the girls joined them - and we really liked them. Anyhow ...

Today, we were talking on the phone, one conversation to another - he was going his daily steps, because he is a champion, and he have to competing soon - so he need to be ready. I meet in half way, and we were talking for a long time, about everything..

Everything were just so normal, and naturally for me that I did not even think about anything - or being shamed or having anxiety over if I am doing something wrong. It was so chill, and nice that I enjoyed doing what I did. Giving a chance to just walk and talk another human being.

But now I am thinking a lot, I do not know why god wants me and his path be crossed - but God I hope and I am always looking forward for you challenges, I know it is for my benefit always, but I really really wish it to be something good, with a lot of positive energy and good vibe, and honest vibe with no shady agenda or anything..