10-05-2021 18.07

Hi Guuuuuys,

So I am currently reading up for my new exam. I have been to a job interview with Lundbeck. It went okay, but I do not know what the result is going to be. But I hope for the best.

I am sleeping at my friends home, because there is too many in my sisters home and my own home is occupied. Guys, I have not been at my own how for two weeks. It feels so strange and wierd everything. I swear I think I know what it is, that the universe wants me to learn and realize.

I know that I cannot control situations. I am a very control freak person, I like things to in my control and I like when things go my way. I am beginning to accepting that, it is okay that I cannot control everything. And I am okay with, that when I cannot control everything anymore. I know I that even though the circumstances, if I want things to go my way and if it does not go my way, it does not mean that it is functioning and working against me. 

I am beginning to learn things, and adapting them to myself.