30-09-2020 19:22

 Hi Guys,

Long time no seeing. I am on my way home to my parents home, to go to my childhoodfriends B's dad funeral. He died of cancer suddenly 28-09.

So much has happen over the pass month.

I found out that him, that I though I knew, I knew his heart.. he had for a while been with another girl. And 27-09, i realized. Over this 5 years of knowing each other, there were nothing wrong with me. I feel sorry for him for being a sick human being. And you know, it is al alright. I have somehow, come to and end with this and myself, that I did my best of everything I could do, and I did good. I did VERY good.

Anyhow, I got me a jooob guys... Yeah. My dad is finally buying himself another car. And I am doing fine. Everything is fine. I am working at a test center to test the people for COVID.

I am at ease and peace with myself and my life. It has been a heck month and with all COVID-19, going on. Everything were at its highest of drama and everything kaotic.

From today on, I can not do anything, just to live my life by my rules and mistakes. You know. And yeah I am going to have ups and down day, so is everyone els.

But one thing I for sure know is, God is Good and he IS with me.