16-12-2019 16:13

Hi guys
I just found a job assignment in Novo Nordic - I am about to apply, and I hope i get it - because I really need it .. For me myself and I..

Yesterday me and him, we come in a big fight - He literally crashed my whole family in the text massages. You know God I did not even get sad or mad .. And it were weird, I were just okay whatever. I am about to screenshot, the texts, and delete him.

But you know guys, I feel like I am still a teenager in my mind, I do not know why - I was about to write my age as an 18 year or, not a full grown 23 year old ... I am somehow embaressed .. but I do not know.

I feel like, having him in myself - I am getting stuck in time, and I am now growing. I am not blaming him .. I am just blaming me for not making anything about the situation.
I truelly do not feel like I have any love or passion left for him, literally .. but it is weird, somehow I like him searching for me, and I know it is kind of an obsession - But not even in that way.

I do love him, but from distance - And that is how much love I have left for him, not more not less.
Just loving him as an another individual - who is lost. But I can live without him.
I am thinking of sending him an text message, and yet not - because I do not care any more ..

God make this go away, please - it is really not good for any of us.
I hope he finds his way.

May God lift your spirit child - I hope you will do well forever.