Hey God/Universe.
I am tierd off him. I do not want anything to do with him, I am just tierd of him being the same him. Not that I feel bad, I am just tierd "rolling my eyes" kind of tierd. I want to move on, and just be silly me. He thinks that his word or him, has an influence on me. But no more man. There is a "****" for everything, meaning there is a time and place for every.
Do you know the feeling, you are just tierd of the same thing, and you just want it to change or move on. And not that I do not care about him I do, but it is like - can you not see this is going no where, so do not act like it is going to be something. I tried to show him something real, that he could build with me. And it ain't work, because his ego and his well being comes first.
If you ask me:
- Do you care about him ? Yes
- Do you want to be with him ? No. I would wish, but No.
- Do you want your life with him? No.
- Do you want him in your life? No.
- Do you love him? Yeah.
- Has he ever been there for you? No.
- Does he every listen to you? No.
- Does he cherish you, and want to see you win? Of course, but I do not get the vibe that comes from his heart.
You guys, I feel like I am kind of like an addiction for him. He holds on to what ever that makes him feel good about himself, cannabis, girls, whatever that is feeding his ego.
And not that I do not want to cherish him, and be there as a positive box for him. But he brings bad vibes in my life, and I do not want it. He irritates me, like aarkkhh .. leave me alone, would you!
I can not wait, to get away from him. He still thinks, I want him or whatever, Iw.
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