22-12-18 01:30

Dear dairy
We are like in the end of the year in a few days ...
I want  to tell you about my life, give you a status about how it is and why I am so busy not giving you any attention.

Me and the boy I am talking to, we are in a situation where I can not explain how it is. Be a thing I for sure can tell you right now and with 95% sure now, without any feeling involving or having any effect over my decision, is that I am done choosing a person I am forcing to be in my life or just hoping for a hope of signal for him to be there for me ..

My friends told me, there was this long month around start of this year 2018, where me and the boy I am talking to, did not talk to each other .. and he told me, he gave me away because there were no real feeling or real anything and he just gave me up .. and you know dairy, its okay - Life should happen to me like that, because I know my worth I know where I should begin my 2019 from - At the end of the year, I will tell you which goals I want to reach okay - Remember my words ..

But anyways with this guy, right know I am waiting for him coming back from him trip to Thailand, hahahahahhaahaha .... but yeah. I know .. But I have his shoes, it is the only thing that is going to tie us together for now, after I am giving him , his shoes .. there is no more us .. 2016 - 2018 was hell of two years .. but I am good for now boy. Yeah .. we will talk later dairy ..