13-10-2018 23:20

Hey babes, a little update ..
It was 03.10, he attacked me by imessage, that I have no shame of dreaming about to go and make my future out of the country. And you know what guys, its okay .. because our contact, was dying - and everything was slipping away. I was like his personal dog, and he did not even like ask about how I was doing or something, everything was about him and his life. But again the reason I brought up, the discussion about my trip out side of the country was because, I knew I would get that reaction and expression, so my plan worked. Because he just .. was no good for me. And I knew that for a long time, but this time I am tierd. I can not even cry anymore, I feel so numb and I feel I have no feelings left, because its like I am not capable of crying .. Its like, God is like making sure of my tears do not go to waste anymore .. But at the end of the day, I am surviving, I am still living .. but it was it.

I hope you stop, smoking and piece by piece get your life and yourself together. I did try to change your life .. But it seems like you do not want to change, and you want to live your life style like that .. so you know what? So be it. I did my part .. May God bless you. I forgive you for everything. Take Care!!