30-06-2018 10:15

29-06-2018 was the day i changed my nymber ..
I changed it because, I feel like its best for both of us. Its best if we go our seperated ways. Its best for us, because to be honest I needed you to be there for me more than any other person. Even though I never in my life, begged or wanted a boy to like make me feel safe and comfortable. So this happened, for about 2-3 weeks, I was in a really bad mood/situation where, I didn't want no one around me and after that I needed someone to back me up, hold my head up high. But again I felt alone, again I felt like no one cares - So I reached out to him .. First time, he rejected me .. Secound time rejected me and third time he rejeted me .. and after that he was like " Who do you think I am, even if you ever crying on the phone and beg me to come, I don't even want to come to see you .. My heart dropped down .. After so many thing, after so so SO mange things we have been through - I do not want to say what I have did for you or not, but everytime you wanted me to come to you, I dropped everything in my hands just for see you, but YOU don't remember . You don't want to remember, You do not want this! You do not want this to get somewhere! You do not care! Your focus is other places! And You DEFINITELY do not want ... me!

In all most two years, you where in my life as a text-message. I guess .. I am a strong believer, in change, love and kindness and positivity ..
But I need to find myself and get a straight line in my life .. this time without you - Because, I had expectations, it never did become forfil. But its aight, I do not blame this. A mans know what he want he will go and get it despite how much challenge he must go through .. so bye my love. I love you take care ...

I miss you ...


One of the best heart break songs:

Expiration Date - Sammie


Never Call Me - Jhéne Aiko


Come with me - Sammie