07-06-2017 - 23:19

Hmm.. long time no seen bloggen.
You know, life goes on no matter what. You have no power, or no man or a living thing have power enough to stop the time, or make time go backwards ..
This life is about to survive. You probably thing, survive what? Let me tell you something, you should realize now..

My dearest .. this life is about to survive - Survive family problems, Survive relationship problem, Survive daily challenges, Survives school, Survive work .. and I could go, on and on and on ..

The thing i almost survived in this year was, a big heartbreake and loosing to family members, without loosing myself on the way. The sad truth is that i litterally almost lose myself. I did not survive my homework or anything els, because I made myself look up to the "Guy" who once where, a person I was interested in. Now I am looking back, I was not in love with him, but he was my everyday and I was addicted to him, to his voice, to his words, to his hello, to his breathess, to his every little single things .. But yeah, life happens. If things are meant to be, it will be .. if its not, then it is not ..

I am not saying I am over him, because I am not. To be honest, every singel day I am thinking of him, everything that reminds me of him, I am about to die about.

So there "unkown Guy", I hope that where ever you are, you are good and I wish the best for you at the end of the day .. ♥