I have no motivation to nothing. Since I lost my very first and last mom, best friend, other half, my everything, my motivation, my life, my sister, my heart, my very dearest aunt. I guess I have been hold so much on to you, that it made me weakere, in a ways that I began to be care about my future. I began to not to care about life, or success ..
I can feel and I believe, that I have not giving up on you anymore .. And now it is time to move on, because from now on, my goal is to make you happy, and one day very soon when I am at your grave, I can come with a smile and kiss you so many times and or tell you how my life has been since you turn your back on me and choose God instead. Maybe that day, I will be there with my babies and my husband, I will tell them this maybe not the mother who I was born out of, but she was diffently the mother I never had, the mother that everyone deserves, a mother that I one day will be when I one day get children of my one.
Okay ...
Dear aunt, this is your third niece .. I want to say, pray for me, guide me, and wait for me ..
I love you, and see you very soon my precious angel.
Your niece ♥
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