26-11-2015 - 21:32

I was at a vacation with to of my friends, Ad and Sam. We met to other guys, who where from another city. Their name is Abo and Oma, and I have been writing and chatting with Oma. I saw him last week, with abo. I can feel he is flirting to hard, and I am here afraid of falling for him. Because I am not over Martin. I am afraid of he will come back to me, and then for all those days times and years I have been waiting for him, he will come back and I have lost him forever. I am also afraid of never move on from him .... Omg I am crying, the thought of it makes me cry.