21-02-2014 - 19:18

I am 17. I suppose to be happy, smiley, looking at my life and see how beautiful it really is. I suppose to love my parents, love my life, love everything. But yet ...

My eyes turn red every single day, praying to God to take my life soon, because I am so close to give up my life again. I was only 13 years old back then I had thoughts about suicide. Taking my own pills and die. But yet ...

I am still here, I mean here we go again, with sad face and a lonely soul that don't dare to speak up because I know if I said a word or make a little sound, I will get punish, I will pay for it no matter If I did something or didn't.

Fuck this life, Who every YOU are, who bring me to this no mercy and unfaithful world.