Dear universe,
Alot of emotional rollercoaster is happening, and I am trying to maintain my calmness. I can see that everyone around is going through though times, and I am here dealing with my own problems and obstacles. Right now if should describe my feelings and the way my head is .. is that, I am a lot in my own head - trying to figure out stuff. I cannot pin point what it is exactly, but my emotions and energy is very subdued.. I am thinking a lot of my life, my path .. my past. Not that I am stucked there, but remenising about old days and how I ended up here in the capital city of my country - all alone. Living with myself and going to university. Right now I am taking my masters and I feel like a mess. A person without structure and goals, A person that wants to achieve so many things, but because my emtions and feelings are stronger than anything, and it fills more than the drive to I want to be something - I feel like I am in continuously set back..
Ayyyh... I am still fighting every day to be a better version and a stronger person. But it is very challenging, in deed.
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