onsdag den 5. maj 2021

05-05-2021 11.58

 I miss you aunty, Acram.

God, I swear I do not know why. I do not sleep well these days. I have nightmares, about alot of things. I fall asleep late, I have not a whole sleeping pattern. I wake up whenever, I get depression or an anxiety arousing moment in my dream. I dreamed about this tall, exotic looking guys, that he was my guys. He made heart with his hands, just like SA in real life. But I was with my girls, at a bar. I wanted the pineapple, citric drink. I had waited for a long time, to order the drink, and order drinks for the girls. I could not talk to him, because I had a meeting with my girls. He waited around, to catch me alone, but I could not. And then, the next moment when I sat with my girls, I look at other table, he was sitting with his wife and kids, and they took him back. And his wife looked at me like stay away. I was in chok. And then suddenly, he went out without looking at me.

Today, I am getting my answer for the final exam, to forever close my bachelor degree. Guys, it has been so hectic, I cannot put it into words.

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