10-02-2021 01.23

 Hey guys,

So right now .. I want to tell you somethings that I have had on mind while I was away, since my last post.

I passed 1/2 of my exams, my dad came out of hospital.

You know it did not go as I have had hoped. But my dad is back again with my family, and I passed my exam with a good grade. I am actually, very thankful.

Now ask me why? You did not get what you wanted?

Let me tell you, listen. First of all, I am healthy my family is healthy, everyone is good. I got a good grade, and a bad grade the same day. I was lost in those hours when I find out that I did not pass one of my exams, but then I found out that the other exam when more than well. This should me many things:

- You can never controll, what is going to happen, but one thing is for sure, if you fight and really dedicate your time to achieve something, than you will get it. 

- Sometimes, things happen in a way you think that it did not went as you wanted. BUT remember it went, as God wanted it to go. Its all a part of the universes plan, and you can not change that, or do anything. You can make some plans and goals, towards your future, but you can never make sure of that it will be that pathway your life will go. To be honest, I think the reason why is sometimes meet so many bumps through the proces of my goals, it is to make me stronger. To not accept defeat. And I know whenever you get defeated it does not mean that you have forever lost or you can not do anything anymore. It means, that your way of seeing things and translating the life at your view is not exactly the right one. Remember trust the proces and do not keep your eyes of the price or the goal.

I have an exam again 20. April, and I can promise you, I will go through it and I will get an A.

Thank you God/Universe for your lessons, and everything that you put me through. I can feel that I am getting stronger, I am getting were I want to be, I can feel that I am at the right pathway regardless my bad days or the challenges that gives me hard setback. Its all okay. Throw it all towards me God, I am ready. I am stronger, and I can do anything I know that now.