You know what God?
I do not want to talk to you about me and other..
To be honest, I am not happy .. and I do not know what to do anymore.
My school does not make me happy, taking him back in my life does not making me happy. I do not know what I want or, how to reach my happiness. I really do not know what to do ..
You know I really do not know what to do ... I mean, it is not because I am not greatful, actually, I love everything that I have, I could not ask for anything better - But I feel like this feeling I feel, is somthing beyond me .. Its something, I have waited forever to feel.
To be honest, it is been along time - that I have said, " Oh, I can not wait for this to happen", and then suddenly get a rush of happines.. I am like most of the time .. hmm okay? Damn, be done already ...
Like you know.. This is wierd .. I just want to like, god I do not know... I feel that I am trying..
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