Hey God,
I really wonder, when began I to cry so easily and so much ...
I have this feeling and a very big lust to having my babies of my own and my little family.
I really want babies soon, I want a family of my own.
I and I know I can not do it with him ... I know the right thing to do is, cut all ties with my past (him), and first move on to find someone els that has the same criteries and the same life vision like me, I mean not exactly the same, but close enough that we will make a family happen.
Is it possible to still love someone who put you through so much hurt and put you through so much difficult and psycologic torture, but in all of that is also because I did not knew my worth, but now I know.
God I do not know, but I really want babies.
I love you, Lord.
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