27-08-2019 19:45

Hii guys, I am on my way home to my own place from my parents..
So a lot did happen.

Around 10 th this month, he begged me for a meeting - and I accepted it because he kind of like conviced me to give this one last shot and bring honestly on the table.
I finally choosed to tell him, he where right the day he asked about that where I have been. And I told he we where out - And I told him everything, even though I did not owe him anything.

But you know guys, the fun fact is that did not even change anything.

He where the same asshole he always has been. And I did finally cut him off, because he makes me sick to my stomach, I will never like see him ever!!!

I just want my peacefull life , without him and his existence.

Literally, I really hope he will find his happiness and everything another place, because we never like function. And Oh well there was a reason for that. I have 3-4 month infront of my right now, and I am going to like nail every exam I am about to have. I need to build my life.

I saw him park near my paretns house, he was talking to some one, I think it was my neighbour, and I have he is well and all that.
God if I was not enough or did enough for him - please forgive me .. And may You bless his life more than my, because even though beside everything, he deserves happiness, love and everything like everyother.

God I love you so so so so Much - I am forever thankfull, I love you so much God - I love my life thanks to you.

I hope everyone happiness and Joy. And please you guys, pray for my future and everything..

PS. I got a job at a pharmacy store - finally. And I am about to start to french - school soon ..

So .. Yeah, this was my summer. My school is about to start.

I will update you guys little by little. Just pray for me!

#BestOfLuckMyOldLove