Yesterday, I finally saw him. Oh god! I have had been angry and so sad for a long because when life happens ungreatfull things happens to me, and I do not know why..
I am so angry at myself, and the things I let myself go through. I am so bothered, angry and so agressive. The smallest thing, can like "tick" me off, and I will get so mad that I will go to war one man alone against the whole world. And I hate being like this. I want to be at peace with myself and my soul and me.
Dear God, please let me reach my peace very soon, and let me remove him from my life. FOR GOOD!
I saw a glims of him, yellowis/orange t-shirt on, with a cape and standing beside my apparment, starring and me and my family, and I tried to hide myself. Dear God, I do not think that I will go back and read over there, because I am too sad and bothered and so angry that I have to managed myself first. I need your strength God, please I need to be stronger for myself and my family. I need to do this thing called "life" on my own.
Do you want to hear my summer plan?
1. French School -> Furture goals: Trip to Africa or France
2. Pass my x2 exame
3. Stay Strong
4. Stay Bussy
5. Make Money
6. Get Him The Fuck Out Of My Life And System.
I praise to the Lord up there, I do not yet understand my journey, But I believe there is a reason for everything.
I love you God.
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