08-07-2016 - 12:31

It was 04-05-2016 my fathers last sister went to heaven. She was my number one mother, my sister, my other half, my life, my breath, my heartbeat, my tears, my smile, my everything, the reason that i hold on to life.

But it was suddenly today 11:15 my dad called back home to the family, my uncle told the very very unpleasent news to my dad, that the most precious and pure angel gave up on us and went away to meet God in heaven, so he could take care of her. Now she is watching over us all, and I do not know how to keep on living, or just breathing, or just .. i do not know .. my life, my time, the reasons to everything to life, went away. I have nothing to do, i do not know where I should begin from, or should I even start from the beginning?

 If only heaven had a payphone, so I could hear your voice for the very last time ...

I love you my forever number one soulmate. May we meet each other in heaven. God, I am trusting you with my aunt. Kiss her and take very good care of her ♥

I love you :'( ♥