02-05-2016 - 00:32

I gave him another chance, I was with him about a week ago, from a 21/4-16 until 24/4-16. Yesterday, I found out he chooses other things first, and not me. And all I did was, priority him as number beside my homework.. He chooses "Game", the event that makes you do everything, play games, sports different kind of activities. And it is okay, because he was honest, and I know, I am very hurt. I am so hurt, that I do not want to ever love again, like for real this time. This was the last person I fall in love with. I cannot take the pain I have to go through every time, it is so disgusting and hateful. The feeling is so undescribable hurtful, that I do not even wish this upon my worst enemy. But it is fine, it ended with me and him being "friends", hahaha what a joke, as if that is going to last too ..