I have a really tired feeling. I feel like my days are depressing. I have spent my summer until now on, different movies, series, and long talks with him. Because he has had some different things on his mind, struggle with my biggest sister, how her language and behavior have changed. And he is trying to brainwash me that only to be a doctor is the best and final decision I will make if I ever get there. He has been controlling my enter life, and still wants to control instead of leading me to the right way. He has been making me choose his way of how he see the life. Then when do I grow? When do I make my own chooses, handle my difficulty of the life I have been living ever.
There is no meaning of life if at the end everyone dies. There is no meaning of ever human, animal, creature living just to die? So why not just .. live to the happiness and just relax and lay back.
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