28-06-2015 - 11:34

I totally forgot to write in her ..
But my Baby blue L girl she just graduated this week. I was at her graduation "party" and M that boy go to her class. I wished so hard for that I will not see him, or have eye contact.
Me and my girls Sof and Cuc needed to go to the bathroom, and then on the way we saw him and his boys. I looked at him, smiled, he looked at me and waved back. Then I looked down because I was dying, my heart pounded so fast and hard. The tears were just overflooding, and I could not hold it in front of my friends, so I just let my tears go .. Then held me and laughed, and I laughed too because it was so ridiculous, me crying. But they cheered me up. And that was it. My feelings it was like, it was the last thing that needed to come out of me, to let him go. Because I do not feel that strong when I let myself drown in tears!

26-06-2015 . It was there when it all happened.

Now I have summer vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ♥