21-06-2015 - 16:20

Every time I get my period, my moods are swinging and I am super extra emotional. Yesterday, I saw someone win a price, and my tears surrounded my eyes, like it, was something so good. Normally I will think, that was cool and good job, but not when my period kicks in.

And HE knows that I am on the birth control pills and, he do not know when I stop or not. But this now I have that one week pause that everything that I see feels touch do, I do it out of control most of the time. And he has the ball to dare hurt me, so I get extra sad because I cannot fight back. The only thing I in years have been capable of go in the toilet let my tears run out or at nights go to the living room quietly cry myself to sleep. Right now i want my tears to stop because it is ridiculous of me crying, but i cannot stop ....