04-05-2015 - 22:11

Yeah .. Today, I mean tonight it happened again. Where I got punished for the words I am saying. Two days ago, at night I am pouring tea for myself and the electric kettle was finished like 10 min. ago or for a little while, but I still use the warm water to make a tea for myself. Then he comes and says:
Him: isn't that cold?
Me: No, I just saw steam coming out of it.
Him: *touches the glass*
Me: It is really warm.
Him: No, it is ice cold.
Me: It is okay I don't like it so warm anyways.
Him: *Puts his little finger in my water*
Me: I could drink that ..
My thoughts:"LIKE THAT ARE YOU DOING???!?!?! IF I did that you would slap the shit out of me like I have no rights to do that if it was your drink, are you out of your my"

Me: *Spill the glass full of warm water out and gets a little mad*
Him: What? why did you do that, I have thousand times giving you food with my own fingers .. My fingers are clean.
Me: I don't drink that if your finger was in it or anyone else! I don't drink HOT tea, I like it coldish warm a sweet mix. I am not you drinking hot just finished electric kettle water.
Him: Why do you lie? I never drink it when it is just finished getting warm, it's like 100 degrees warm.
Me: You do that, I have seen that before I have thousand times giving you just finish hot water from the electric kettle.
Him: *Begining raising voice*
Me: *Getting mad and want to cry, because he upset me .. it was my drink ...*
Him: *Slaps me in the face, and go away*
Me: I couldn't see a meaning with you doing that.
Him: You are telling me a lie about myself that I don't do.
Me: I don't want to discuss with you, I have homework to do.
.. more discussion where he always is trying to win, even if he is wrong. That he had a reason to be mad. And it was my fault that it all got so troubled.
And so on, he apologized at the end at gave me a 50 kr. money.
................................ Ended

I don't want you money, don't you get it .. You respect me and let me be me, and just leave me alone.

AND TONIGHT

This week is my sisters turn to help with the house, and I am sitting at my place the kitchen looks like shit and the bowl of fishes the water should get changed or else their die. Then he comes in and tells me to change the fish water .. and then I say it is not my turn, it is her turn. Then he got mad suddenly and punches my feet, my feet was on a chair. Then he screams and yell and expect I obey him without saying anything ... Then i go to the kitchen angry and then he come and push me by my head, and calling me names like nasty, trash that I could slap you in the face with your ugly deep irritating voice ... And that is it.