20-12-2014 - 23:09

Yes, i know it has been long time i have posted something ... Sorry .. Haha, and who cares, i have no my blog readers or followers .. But anyways ..

Money doesn't change anything, money don't make you forget bad things, money can't shut your mouth. I am 18 years old, and I am still educating and living in my parents home, FATHERS home. I am under pressure to do what he couldn't be in his past, a doctor or that way education. I am still 18 and he treats me like he want, make me do things that he want. Make me feel so bad about myself, crushes my confidence, threaten me, and he expect that i love him back. It makes me bad to use the word love, i mean like him back.

For two days ago, my physics teacher came to be at the end of the lesson, he told me that i have an incredible understanding in the physics world, but when it comes to tell and explaning about the rules in the physics world i can't .. It got me thinkning ................................

Suddenly, i thought about all those time that my one and only dad, HE, that man, never let me explain when i wanted to speak, he always interrupted when i wanted to speak or say something. Now i am 18 years old, bad at explaining, bad at telling what is on my mind and thoughts .. I like better to write, because i am so much better at it ..