16-07-2014 - 18:06

One reason that i do not write good things, or good memories in this blog is, that I really do not have any. Every day is the same day, every day there is the same struggle, the same heartbroken feelings. Maybe some days when I smile, is just in some secounds, not because it come from straight from the heart.

I believe that happiness is when you are with family, friends, pets or thing that you really like, care about and makes you smile. Family .. I only smile because I am forced too, because there is maybe some little things that I am happy about, but not anything. Not the big ones in family, and even not some my siblings.

I breaks me everytime, when I am in this shitty mood.