22-03-2014 - 13:17

You think by rising you voice you can make me do things that you scream at me to do. Believe me, when I was little I will done that, but something you do not pay any attention to is that I am growing oldere and each time in this country I am aware of my rights, what I can do or not to. I am turning 18 this year, but 16 november. Keep doing what you are doing then I will quiet one day very soon. Because this is not the life that I want or asked for.

Yes I am still scared, yes I still have a heart. Yes, I do cry often. Yes, you do not know me as A father has the responsibility for .. Yes, I still try to figure it out what I should live for. Yes, I know, I know I am dum. Yes, I know I am capable of doing many things. Yes, I know that I am stock. And I am sorry for everything, I am sorry for myself. I maybe deserve this life, but not deserving getting punished physiscly. Diffenetly not as I am still 17 year ...................................................................................

I am freaking 17 years old .. and not one day had gone by without feeling sad. Not one day had gone by without feeling worthless. I am sorry that I am sorry ...

Why me ... Why me ................................... WHO EVER YOU ARE .. WHY ME ! ...........